Tapping Back Into the Flow

Resistance

I am not really sure where all of this faded out. I know I want to write, but I have a hard time sitting down and actually writing. Where does this come from, and how do I tap back into that flow? I can only speculate. Most of the time, we know the answer—and that is to just sit down and do the work. 

Resistance Always Finds a Way In 
The idea that work is to be done can be intimidating, even if it is something you know you are good at and have done a million times over. And yet, there is a mysterious drive for us to just say, "Fuck it." 

We know what this is. This is resistance getting its dirty little fingernails underneath your skin and not letting go. This draws out many self-doubting thoughts that will manifest and make your attempt to do whatever it is you are doing impossible. 

Why I Really Write 
I do know this—I do not just want to write to hear myself talk. I feel as if I have opinions, yes, but I am not anyone special. I am just like any other human. We are all capable of listening to our intuitive side and diving into the magic realm where childlike play and creativity thrive.  

So, I need to tap in. I do not want to miss anything important. 

Our Evolution Is Rooted in Intuition 
This is how we as humankind evolved. When we became cultured from hunter-gatherers, we developed all these traditions and spiritual beliefs as a result of becoming aware that there can be a type of civilization greater than small villages that roamed the lands literally hunting and gathering. We developed art and the ability to thrive and be creative. It all comes at an intuitive level. 

Some would say it is a tap into infinite wisdom—and what better way to put it? 

I sincerely believe there is something we cannot explain but yet we can tap into it. Where do you think all of our technological advancements as humans came from? 

The Force That Pushes Against Us 
There is a force that acts against it. You could call some of it evil, yes—some of it instinctual survival and feeling safe—as most endeavors we are faced with are difficult, like having ANY career that doesn't have a corporation as your boss or even a boss for you to answer to. 

So most people choose the safer route. The route that was smashed and indoctrinated into our brains since children. So the cards seem stacked against you when trying to do something that is not orthodox like working for a Globo corporation that does not have your best interest in mind.  

What Keeps Me Going 
The secret for me is knowing one solid thing. That thing is this: I am listening to my flow. I am listening and tapping into the infinite wisdom stream that we ALL have access to. To me, that is enough. 

I have been through the ringer in lots of situations, and I can almost always come out on top and in way better shape than I ever would have thought. This developed that blind faith mentality. 

Blind Faith, But Earned 
Blind faith is, well... stupid, unless the results have proven otherwise. What I mean by that is having faith in yourself blindly without questioning—because you have in the past, and you always do a great job, even if you have no fucking clue what you are doing, is having good blind faith.  

That will get you past all those sticking moments when all you do is second-guess everything. And in reality, you just need to trust and have faith in your ability to not settle for shit and kill it in every way possible with anything thrown at you in life. Do not falter from that. 

The Battle Continues 
So what does this mean? Here I am again, fighting resistance and letting myself tap into my intuitive side. I seriously never have a clue as to what these blogs bring, but they always seem to dive into explaining the unexplainable. And I am drawn to the supernatural. 

I have been bitten by the intuitive bug and truly believe there is something to all of this that goes beyond what we know as humans—and as far back as humanity started, even before the Ice Age. It would almost seem like a waste to not apply myself and contribute to humanity in that way.  

A Small Victory Today 
I will end with this: a cheesy montage to my battle against resistance. 

Today, I started with the idea that writing maybe was not for me. I sat down and began to type.  

Is it good? I have no idea.  

Does it make sense? I have no idea. 

But it is written, and it is done. Whatever I had to say today and this morning has been said and otherwise would have been left unsaid.  

To me, that is enough. 

I move on and gear up for battle again. Tomorrow is another day. 
I have to keep moving because the universe a better place when you move with it.